Notes from a Genius

I find myself enamored with two different girls at the moment. One I told I really liked and now she seems to be playing her "taking it easy" card. We talk, we make plans, but everything seems to be on her terms. The other girl, I don't think realizes I have found myself thinking about her, wanting to spend more and more time with her. We started hanging out when I moved to Portland, under the guise that I was looking to build a foundation of a circle of friends. Then I began to realize we have a lot in common. And that she's a great girl that I kind of want to see where things go. But like in typical Sean Fashion-- my nerves make me afraid to speak what's on my mind, for fear of rejection, for fear of screwing up a good thing right now with a good friend. So what do to? Bite my tongue and fight off unrequited love yet again? Or speak now? I wish Taylor Swift didn't seem to be singing directly to me, and that her lyrical content wasn't a transcript of my l

I'm fairly certain a lot has happened since the last time. I'll try my best to recap for your benefit. So, I've been a member of okcupid.com for a couple of years now, but living in Lewiston, options were quite limited in terms of meeting a gamut of ladies to whet my appetite. Now that I'm in Portland things have been going much better and I'm not at all ashamed to admit that I use the internet to meet people. I'm a technology-born and raised kid, anyway. It's how we've grown to communicate. And I'm not one to frequent bars and hit on drunk girls. I guess the romantic in me is looking for something that will last. I've never been the type to be fulfilled by the one-night stand thing. Although, I've found myself wishing and/or living vicariously through stories I may have heard or read about. Part of me wishes I could think and live that way, but the more morally-based part of me just doesn't find it to be as rewarding. I enjoy getting to